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Paul’s letter to alcohol is his break-up letter to alcohol. He shares the lies, pain, and broken promises he can no longer endure at alcohol’s hands. He also lets alcohol know the hope he holds for a future without it. You see, I am so much more than just another person risking their life through drug abuse, and I will not be a statistic. As good as I felt when I was with you at times, I felt terrible during others.
It’s time for me to make things right. They deserve me without you tagging along. I’m just sorry I abused our relationship. And who knows, if I’m ever old and alone, we may meet again. Until then though, it’s time to move on. You helped me find my tribe a few years later.
We are no longer taking on your name as we move away from you either. You don’t get to claim us as “Alcohol-ics,” anymore. We are changing our names during this divorce back to who we were before you moved in on our lives. It’s a clean break and we won’t be taking your name along with us. So, if you’ve been wondering why I said goodbye to you for good, it was because I began to resent you and then quickly fell out of love with you. I know that I can hear you shouting for me at times, calling me back to hang around with you.
She has lots of friends that she’s helped before and they’ve turned their lives around. Some took longer than others but they all help each other because https://ecosoberhouse.com/article/how-to-write-a-goodbye-letter-to-addiction/ they’ve been where I am today. Her name is Recovery and she makes me feel good about myself…as a Person, a Father, a Spouse, and a Friend.
Once I was with you, you wouldn’t take no for an answer. I forgave and forgot, and I came crawling back. Every day was a fresh start, a new morning to restart our glorious relationship. You are filled with empty promises that you’ll play nice and only come to visit once in a while. Instead, you camped out in my home, my car, my office and even went so far as to hide in my suitcase on our family trip to Disneyland. You know they don’t serve alcohol in the park.
This is (sadly) the nature of addiction. This will be the last time that I am in contact with you, I know you will crop up in my life and in lives of people that I care about. With all the will I have, you https://ecosoberhouse.com/ will not be permitted in my life again. I’m gonna really miss our steak dinners together. I’ll never forget our days on the lake…at the reservoir. I’m gonna really miss you when I fire up the grill.
But I know that you are an evil that my life needs to be without.I am healthier without you. Since leaving you I suffer less anxiety about normal life things that others can deal with. I have learned to deal with emotions, grown-up mentally stronger – something that I should have done at an early age. I believe that I have been robbed of 25 years of my life, and I point the finger at you for this. It did raise some bitter feelings, but also made me think about these feelings. When you do write a goodbye letter to alcohol, actually ‘write a letter’ – in letter form.
As much as it hurts to walk away from you, I’ll always try to remember the good times of my life and put the bad times behind me. Afterwards, I went to an inpatient treatment center where I made friends with a bunch of other people whose lives, like mine, you had wrecked. We bonded over and shared stories about what you’d done, what you’d made us do.
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